- sometimes i’m like
- yeah, okay. i know what love is
- but then
- dean and cas
#have you ever turned away from the sun to see that it just sneaks into your hair? #how do you handle the knowledge that the most important person in your timeless existence hates themselves? #how do you steady yourself knowing that someone loves you more than you hate yourself? #they ask and you say no and you say no and you say no #not because you’re the righteous man but because you think you deserve it #and then you say yes#they ask and you say yes because you’re an angel and it’s your job #and you’re not around to hear the mangled ‘yes’ but you’re there for the aftermath #he fights you on the way up#and later he fights you on your fall all the way back down #he isn’t the one that kills you#but he’s still the one you die for #but he keeps your coat #even if he buries it in the back of a car #and he keeps the laughter you gave him for the first time in a long time #even if he keeps it buried somewhere where no one can see #and he keeps the apology tucked safely away #even if he tells himself there isn’t one #and maybe you never got three words out of him #but you got ‘Cas’ #and the nickname has always meant more than that Angel of Thursday title anyway
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